Stop and Look Forward

I want to understand where you come from. But I am tired of all of these. We are just fooling ourselves. I want to give up.


Let's stop and just go with the flow without each other's company. I think this is the best for both worlds.

Little by Little Love fades

Trust me, people get tired.
Tired of pleasing someone
Tired of making efforts
Tired of making others happy
Tired of expecting something
Tired of waiting
Tired of loving


and then love fades, naturally.



I don't want love, I want Calculus!

Maybe just maybe I was deceived

It's been 4 days he's not online, I was worried but I was thinking maybe there's no wifi, maybe he's enjoying his trip. Then, someone told me to download this another app and I saw him online there!

Exclamation point coz I was shocked. I mean, he can have internet access but why not just tell me that he can't message me for four days straight and until the end of the trip??? Is tHat really hard???


Oh yeah, I remember. There's no commitment. Maybe I'm just to attached again. But it feels really bad to be in this situation.

But look in the other hand, it's God's will for the betterment of my future. I just take this as a lesson. I am still happy that it's not too late for me to know I was deceived.

It hurts honestly, it's normal u think. My conscience is clean, I was honest to him the whole time. I didn't cheat. Haha. Life and it's lessons really.

Hoping for nothing

If you love someone, no matter how busy you are you'll make time for them.

If you love someone, you'll make the smallest effort to make them happy

If you love someone, you'll tell them the slightest thing about yourself.

If you love someone, you'll be proud to let everyone know about them.

If you love someone, you'll message them randomly.

If you love someone, you'll tell them.

But you didn't do any of those, so after all this time, im hoping for nothing. I just proved myself being a stupid person, yet again. Thanks for making me realize about it.