I miss my mom who take good cares of me when im sick, i miss my younger siblings who are there to play, laugh and to fight, i miss my church where im comfortable in worshiping, i miss my home where got wifi, especially i miss my self, the old me, i miss it so much.
Of course I miss that someone but too late. Too late.
Sometimes i feel very weak, like no one to hold on to. But I know that God has plans for me. Seriously, im very tired of my work, feels like cryinh sometimes. But im holding on, God knows what is best for me.
For all the tiring days, pains, sorrows, brokenhearts, doubts, disbelief, agonies, trials... I AM BLESSED. :)
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Dear God, the only thing I ask of You is to hold him when I'm not around, When I'm much too far away. We all need that person who can be true to you, I left him when I found him and now I wish I'd stayed. 'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again, oh no, once again...
Well, its been a long time that ive updated my blog. A lot of things happened.
FIRST:
I am in the north part of my country. Far away from my hometown.
SECOND:
I am working now. Well, its a bit hard but nothing is impossible. Just need to work hard.
THIRD:
Get back with Lim last April 9 then he broke up with me on April 17. ( long story)
FOURTH:
I have a new church, but still same beliefs and all, just the place. Made some few friends.
FIFTH:
Not in good terms with some guys in my new house. I hope that everything will be fine ASAP.
APRIL 17, 2013- Theres a long story behind this. This is really is it, the end of all of it -- FOR REAL.
