How to forget you Love?

I want to get you out of my life
But im scared at the same time
I want to hold on to our memories
Coz that's the only thing that's mine

I Don't have your heart anymore
You took it away from me
But I understand your reasons
Coz before ive hurt you  deeply

I don't understand myself
How come im still not over you
Time would heal the pain they say
I guess thats not true

I tried and tried to forget you
But I can still remember everything
I dunno how, i dunno why-
im just really a stupid human being

Matchmade in Heaven

I thought we were matchmade in heaven, all I wanted was you baby. But how cruel life could be. We were fine, we are about to plan our future together.

Look at us now, the saddest thing is I cant even talk to you anymore. The saddest thing that ruins my mood is knowing that " we will never be together."  Sadly, I am still yours.

Maybe... Maybe if we just hold on, we can be together. But you gave up on me, you go far away from me. I am still chasing you from afar but I want to give up already. But  you took my heart with you.

Too much burden just of one person who become the happiness of your soul. But ruins everything ahead because he left without you preparing for this tragic affair.

Throwback feelings

So hey!

I just checked my past posts in Fb and read all the wall posts, me and Lim had before. I remembered how much happy I was knowing and having him.

Though, ours is a LDR and we never saw each other in person, I know that what we had is worthed keeping. Just by knowing him, I learned a lot , especially with the time you will have for him and God. Maybe yes, thats why it didnt worked out coz we chose to have more time with each other than with God

Through all the heartaches and pains we had, God is still good. He has plans for us, and im still thankful where I am and where he is now.

Sadly, I know that I need to let go of him, forever... I have to look forward and concentrate to the new year. There's more to worry, rather than him. Two years is enough. Let go, Let God.

Anyway Im just a Friend

Its just me and the expectations I have. Not a chance tho. I want to give up, i want to forget you.

Last month. I dont care. Im hurt and you feel nothing. Unfair.

Goodbye~

First day of Solid Class

Oh my!!!

God. I need Prayers.. I need meditation. I am so stress! Just thinking about my classes tomorrow. Oh.  Really. Man! I like kids and they liked me. But. .. Please give me patience. Give me peace of mind. Led me not into stress and depression. May this 3 months be as productive as it could be. Thank you.

I must sleep coz tmr is worthed waking up for.

Saranghe Jacob Oppa

Annyeong Hasaeyo!

Yeaps. Korean. So now im working in an academy as an English teacher. So i Better be conscious of my grammar. Thank God for this Job!

So the past 2 weeks, we have a training program to improve our english skills. Then last week, one of the best week. I had a trial class with one of the students, his name is Jacob.

At first, we jst talk formally. But in the third day, we became close or maybe im just a feeler. So anyway, we talked about love because of the topic, and its a good thing for me i guess, bcoz i knew more about him.

But the last day, i felt the sadness becoz i will not be his teacher, i will see him less :( but he sang a song for me. Omg! His voice was just too awesome. My heart melted until now. Seriously, i was head over heels with love! Help!

Tomorrow we should celebrate my first formal class as a teacher and also as SINGLE! Yeap, im good with dates and time. :)