Screw this Feeling!!

I just need to get this out my chest.
I am an idiot! A freaking idiot.
Why do I easily get hurt?
Why  do I want someone to get back with me?
I just so want to forget everything.
I don't want to be stupid anymore
Its making me crazy.
Oh   why is this happening to me?
Why is my heart so freaking fragile?
Why am I so assuming like always?
What the. . I hate myself now seriously
I hate my ugly faCE
I hate my stupid brain
I hate my weak heart
I hate it
I hate it
I hate it
I don't want this anymore
Help me stop this
Help me stop being crazy
Just please make me new
Someone, just help me
I need you now.
Please..... help

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Me is Ugly

The negative thoughts:

Never in my life I thought that someone will like me the way I look. I am sure that I am not good looking at all. I envy people around me. I envy pretty girls really.

This is how I degrade myself. Unattractive and ugly. How will you like someone like me? Tell me.  Sure you can't because you know how I look.


I have lost the interest of people liking me. I think being a  millionaire is more possible that will happen to me rather  than having someone. Sad story

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biggest Choice

I have to make the biggest choice yet. Whether to work or to study.

Firstly, I really wanted to work in Spore. Its a very bIG opportunity for me. It's my dream since then.

I don't really think about studying, but I will leave a big burden here if I'm leaving. The youth need me. I need them too.


I am in doubt, and it's all a blur. But I believe that God will led me through.

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