Sunday school Day and YLTS

It will be a long-not-so-boring (for me) post.

DECEMBER 26, 2012

We had our Sunday School Day, it is an event in which all the members of the church participates. Starting from the Nursery, Beginners 1 & 2, Primary, Juniors, Young Teens, Young People, Men and Ladies.

I woke up at 6 am, rush to prepare for school, I am getting enrolled for my attachment. Went to school so early, and it was raining hard. I finish the enrollment at around 8:30, i was happy because I can attend the Sunday school. But my classmate said that need to look for a staff, becoz she will sign the papers for validation of insurance. We look for her, but the either staff said that she will not be going to school. Man! How irresponsible! So the staff sms her that must go in school becoz millions of students are waiting for her, she is badly needed by everyone. Good thing she came at around 10. After she signed, we went to the registrar office for the validation and the staff wasnt also there. I was so pissed! So i just went to church as fast as I can. i dont wanna miss the presentation. So when i arrived good thing they havent started the presentation.

It was much much fun while everyone is having their presentations. Ours was good and funny. We did a drama about the Good Samaritan then we performed the song Deep Down, which Lim introduced to me last time. :)

The Sunday school teachers planned that we will go to Ruins, a very unique heritage. ONLY IN THE PHILIPPINES. Im so proud of it, i badly wanted to go to that place but because it was raining, so its very impossible. So we just stay at church and play. It was so fun. Man! I so love games. I do what it takes to win! " What it Takes" means something wrong (silence). At some games we won.

Then after the event, clean the church. Then got meeting for the camp the next day. Then youth leader and our circle of friends went to the other town to but some foods for the camp, eat to an resto. Then home sweet home.

DECEMBER 27, 2012 - YLTS- Youth Leadership Training Seminar, it is an event for youth, something like a youth camp also. Well, its a youth camp but I dunno why they named it as YLTS. The location was just near to my hometown, the venue is in an elementary school. The place was nice, we didnt roam around the school because we stayed in the church. The funny part is, the church is just the neighborhood of Roshiel, my dearest classmate. Of course, we met there and i forced her to treat me, so she did. She treat me pizza!! She got a lot of money. I was scared when she brought everything.

Actually, the camp should be 3 days, but we didnt attend in the first day because of the event at church. Well, all the youth except me and my bro went to the venue oredi. We didnt because, I need to validate my attachment papers and bro need to get enrolled. I went to school at around 10 then validate my papers and then went to the attachment office, to pass my passport, but they say need to scan it, so I did, it was super slow one. After that went home and sleep,

I was so very tired still so I just sleep and sleep the whole time, if Roshiel didnt call me, I have decided maybe that I will not go to camp oredi because I was super sleepy. So i forced myself to go, fixed everything. Actually its my first time to go to that town riding a bus, im not really familiar with the place, but I know we wont get lost because the place is near the park, so good thing we arrived safely.


When we arrived in the venue, they are making trophies, because there is a contest about trophy making, after that went to church, it was near to the school. Eat then prepare for the night service. night service was fun, the preacher is funny. But of course I was blessed with the preaching although I forgot the topic. We are super blessed one, God is really great to all the youth.


Wait wai wait... Im soooo lazy to finish this post. Haha. But I must. I will rest my hands first.


Okay! I am back. Guess whats the date today. JANUARY 1,2013 already! Thats how busy I am. (In sleeping).


The next day, December 28, 2012 we woke up late coz we thought that that day would be just games and games, we went to the venue at 9 plus, and we were shocked because there is a lecture! We were late, its so inappropriate  its not our fault that we were late coz in the programme it says that the last days would be just games. But anw, still we capture some thoughts in the lecture. After that the youth in charged, ask us to form a group, 10 boys and 15 girls. We were so happy because the girls are exactly 15! So what can they do about it we are 15 and they cant separate us. Because we are united ( valid reason). So then after that went back to the church to cook and eat for lunch.


In the afternoon we went back there and the games started. There are only 3 games, but it was so funny! We enjoyed everything a lot. Especially the Mini Olympics in which every group should have a queen or a king, then they should be protected by the rest that they wont get wet. I say to myself this is the time I can really enjoy throwing water to anyone. Man! So very fun.

Evening, got service again. The topic was about authority. Then after the service, they mention the winners to the games. We won 1st place in one game. Then consolation in the trophy making, it was great experience. The next day went home. I was super tired.

Getting back or breakng up

12/25/12 - this day i thought it would be one of the happiest day, but it turns out to be the opposite. This day, i might have loose him. Maybe this freedom thing would turns out to be a new beginning. Two choices, getting back or breakng up. But whatever happens, its for the best. He knows that I love him so much. But there are times that misunderstanding comes, like you always fight and in the end just get tired and I wanna get out of the boundary.

This past few days, I've got a feeling that somethng its not right anymore. I can feel the emptiness, the unhealthy relationship. But I just keep on praying that its just my mind. But no, it was real. i asked him myself, and what I was thinking is whats on his mind also. Maybe we became like this because, we didnt really focus more on God. But maybe this might be the time, that we should find ourselves in the sense that we should seek God more.

I feel guilty, coz sometimes I rather spent time with him than church. im just coping up with the time that we missed, but I didnt realized that God is more important. Maybe this is the reason of having this not so good relationship. Its a good thing that we decided to be free.

Whatever happens, i will accept wholeheartedly. if we are destined to be together, let it be. if not, there is someone much better for both of us. He will be always mylove.



Photo: No one knows, i cried the night before.

All I want For Christmas

Christmas is coming up and of course there's some FEW stuffs I want which I know I cant have this year.

Yes, I so want a lot of  flat shoes.

Handphone Covers that might matched my shoes?Haha

Body Sling bags, I want it too!

It wasn't been a good day, so maybe I can afford to smile tomorrow and the following days :D

Lastly, This guy. I want him. mylove <3

Christmas Concert

Our concert is done. It was a success! Everyone have been blessed with the songs and with the exhortation. At first, I was kinda nervous, like maybe I fail to do the things I have to do coz I was assigned to the powerpoint/music/photography/videos. Thank God I've done my part!

The title of the exhortation is "Where's my gift?". Many would ask for their gifts especially when Christmas is coming. Well, Im guilty coz since the start of time every Christmas , my Godmothers and Godfathers would give me presents. But when I reached the age of 17, I can hardly receive gifts from them. The gifts I received only is from our youth leader, Sunday school teacher and from the exchange gift.

But we didn't even appreciate the best gift we have. Its not the toys, the money or any memorable stuffs given to us but it is God, without Him, we wouldn't be blessed at all. We have to thank God everyday because He is the greatest Gift we have. 

Joy, Jay, Kris and Nene

During the Concert Proper

Music Department.

Poem of a broken hearted

Why do i feel this way?
Its bothering me everyday
Maybe Im just thinking to much
That when i fall, no one will catch

Its not the same as before
Or Im just asking for more
Cause i can feel the emptiness
In your eyes theres no happiness

Im trying not to worry
Coz I trust you deeply
Im just keep praying and praying
Coz my heart is aching

Our time is always not enough
Cause we're busy doing our stuff
Now I dont know what to do
I just hope that God will led me through

You dont know everyday I cry
I wanna tell you, i dont wanna lie
I hope what i think is wrong
Coz i want us to last long

But everyday inside im dying
Im sick and tired of trying
But theres nothing i can do
Coz now, its all up to you.

Choir Practice for Concert Tomorrow

What a tiring day! Earlier we practiced from 3:00 until 9:00 PM! Oh, I didn't practice, I was just operating the powerpoints and videos to be shown. Yeah, my work is so simple and yet I cant do it right! Oh well, I hope everything will be better tomorrow.

Im kinda excited, but I feel bad coz I didn't sell the tickets! Man, whats with me? Maybe I will just pay for it, but it cost a lot! For me its expensive and at this point of time, I'm totally broke. No more no more money.

I posted some photo during their practice for the concert and our choir director liked it! Nothing much about it, but I just feel that Im lame already posting random photos.

I so like this song man! Very touching. 

Photo: Practicing for the concert. Watch Out tomorrow!

Blessed with my High school classmates

This past few days, I was silently depressed and exhausted of everything that is happenng.
> School project
> Financial Problem
> Unsuprising truth
> Relationship trouble
> Spiritually weak

I was thnking of this things, makes me feel bad to everything. I feel like i wanna quit already. I cant take too much stress, cant handle it. I am a very weak person.
But then, when I was listening to some Christian songs, it gives me the answer to my problems.


> School project - God will make a way.
> Financial Problem - God will provide.
> Unsuprising truth - Trust God.
> Relationship trouble- Everything happens for a reason.
> Spiritually weak - Pray without ceasing.

I just realized that most of my time focuses on other stuff that I forgot that God must be the center of everything. I am glad that its not too late yet. I just pray that everything will be fine with God's grace. I love God so much. I know that when everyone else will leave me, He will never leave me cause I am His daughter and I know that He loves me as much as I love Him.

Anyway, this day is one of the happiest day of the year 2012. High School reunion! I enjoyed it so much. I am very blessed to have them in my life. They are the one who understands you, whatever attitude you have. If I were given a chance, I would turn back the time and spent it more with them during our senior life. Although, I still have some trouble with some guys, but with them by my side, I surely have a lot of fun.

We have so much laugh trip especially riding in Norie's car. We just laughed and laughed. We also had our exchanged gift in the park. As usual, my best friend would bully me with the gift I gave. But thank God, Pauline liked it, We ate at a Resto. There is only 8 of us, Norie (the one who treated us), Me, Rossanabel, Angelica, Ardelyn, Pauline, Abrien, and Jenny.

Thank God for this Day!

Miss Universe 2012

CONGRATULATIONS TO MS. PHILIPPINES AS THE 1st RUNNER UP.


Photos: MS. Philippines and Final Ranking

Scrapbook aint a scrapbook

I added some apps in my blog, which I dunno for what.


Well well well, today was just one of those days, WASTED. I went to school because they said need to follow-up the documents for the attachment. In the end, just wrong alert. So we decided to go home, while walking in the corridor, we saw one of our teacher and He told us that we will ride on his car. So we did and in the end my classmates told him that he will accompany us to the other town, our poor teacher did! So whats with going home when you can go to the other town for free!

Us with our dearest teacher.

Thanks for the free ride sir!

We will never forget you!

One of our project to be passed is a Scrapbook. Due to laziness of our class, we didnt make one, instead one of our not -so-lazy-like-us classmate volunteered to make for all of us. So the finish product is a printed photoshopped document. Here it goes:

My dearest Classmates will be surely missed.. a lot! :)

Our beloved Teachers 

Oh no! A culprit! You may not able to understand the writings coz its written in my dialect.

Food trip after Church

Yes. Its sunday! In our Sunday school, we didnt have a class. Instead, we just planned for our presentation in our Sunday School day which will be on Dec. 26, 2012. We decided to have a drama and song interpretation. The song will be "Deep Down". The song was introduced to me by Lim. I sang it to them and they liked it, not my voice but the song itself. Then we will have a drama about the Good Samaritan. Its funny coz Jelly and I choreographed the whole song. Oh well, its not that bad.

After the night service, we have a food trip in the park. The lights were super nice. I so like to see Christmas lights, just makes me happy which I dont know why. Oh well, We just ate some chizcurls and ice cream! Love it!

Photos: Church outfit and food trip!

Skype with Lim

REPUBLISHED. (Dec 1,2012)

Thanks for reminding me to blog! Haha. I have nothing to say, or maybe I have but, not today. Not the right time because its early in the morning. Daddy is coming home! Yay! Let see what will happen.

Yesterday chat with Lim, and man! I still cant forget what mom saw. Haha.
Guess who is he calling, still me, skype and viber. Coz skype is way too slow. Resourcefulness.

Photos: he dont know i took photos again. Wahaha

CLASSES ARE OFFICIALLY CLOSED!

Years after years and miles after miles. What can I say? Never posted for super long, I was busy doing nothing.

CLASSES ARE OFFICIALLY CLOSED! Happiness? I dont think so, even though there's no classes, need to go to school everyday to check out for attachments and the projects man! But I dont feel stress for now, because I'm not doing anything anyway. Im not lazy, well sorta. But but but ... we are 29 in the class and we cant do the projects altogether. I have my valid reasons.


Most of my time, I just sleep and sleep and sleep. Man! I like sleeping all the time. And it gives me headaches as usual. Oh! I watched "The Expendables 2" earlier. I was super excited to watch it, but then it was just OK. Not so good. Let say I didnt really waste my time, for I dunno also what to do with my boring life.

God gave us another blessing. Let say our old car was sold, but bought a new much nicer and bigger car.And here it is...

Overnight last Tuesday

This day is just one of those lazy days. Im super tired but guess what. What? I have done nothing worth this day. Just sit, eat, sleep, watch movie, eat and eat at school. I ate a lot, but always hungry. This is not good. This is way too bad. This isnt normal.

Last tuesday we had an overnight at my friend's house. It was fun, yes it was. After our prayer meeting, we went to the other town to eat. Then went to a supermarket, buy foods and all. Went to their house, play Uno. Its kinda boring, i dunno why. So i just watch WWE. What have i learned? Man, Randy Orton is so constant since then. Team Foly for the win! Composed of Orton, Kane, The Miz, Foly, Kingston and forget the other one. They will be fighting Team Ziggler which composed of i dont care. Oh, whats with Aj and Cena?

That time, imisshimsomuch.

Photos: Eating dinner.

Happy and contented.

It's been few days that I haven't blog. Well, last time I was really depressed and really feeling bad. But now Its the opposite way around. I am very happy now with what I am. Literally, with what I am now! One of the most unforgettable days of my life is 11/16/12. On that day, I changed in a very important way and I like it much. It's a big thing to be in, but with God's help, we can make it through. This is the life I wanted, and yes, I want it so bad. I know that this is the right thing for me.


Before that, as I said I was very depressed and all. But it makes me realize a lot of things. I regret also what I have done, but its all over now. My prayer was answered. I will make most of every time I have. I cherished all the time whether it is good or bad, because everything have lessons in it. Im just super happy now, like everyday. Every day is just sweeter than the day before. What else could I ask for? Im truely happy and contented. Thank God!


Photo: Church attire, (regret i wore long sleeves)

Happy 18th Birthday Jenny!

Today is Jenny's Day. The "GIVER" of our circle of friends. She is super rich. She has a lot of money always... And food too. Sometimes when we open her bag, a lot of foods, especially chocolates. Good thing is she just let us eat everything, and we were very very happy. We are really blessed to have her as a friend. Yes, sometimes i wouldn't understand the way she treat us, but Im still thinking she is still my friend. I really wanted to confront her with the way she act, but I just cant. im scared she will find it irritating and will be pissed. So maybe I just pray for her. We've been friends for 7 years! We were classmates in high school till now and maybe soon we will be working together.

Earlier at school, in the afternoon class, the teacher played the different "happy birthday song" and Jenny cried! We laughed at her. She really cried a lot, like tears of joy. Well, our teacher likes her because she is very noisy and outgoing. Then we told the teacher that every guy should kiss her on the cheeks and so they did. Then after that we went to Jollibee to buy food. She treated the whole class! You see, she is very rich. Then after that went back to school, we ride a taxi and it was super expensive. Then after school, go home. Tomorrow she will treat her circle of friends. Isnt that a blessing?


Photos: Jenny's big day. We use Instagram.