Jan 28 2015
I was messaging with him and suddenly Ex messaged me. So usually I will feel nervous and expect some rekindling. But then, it was the first time that it was fine for me to messaged ex. Like a normal feeling, like no feeling at all.
So maybe yes, I was inloved with this another guy that sadly will never love me. But the pain I can still handle and I dunno why.
Moved on to another guy but hurt to this new one. I'm not really sure if what I'm doing. I always fail in love. The people I loved , leave me always.
Maybe also I don't know how to handle, coz I give everything for that person and I'm left with none. But I didn't care as long as he will be happy. This aint right. But.... its just me.
He is online, I am looking at his name. Hoping for a message. Hoping he will miss me. But maybe he won't coz I'm just nobody for him.
Feelings.. why are u so wrong? I'm hurt again. Silly me. Silly feeling.
Saturday, January 31, 2015
Change of heart
Wednesday, January 28, 2015
Me is Tired
I'm tired of giving all the love I could to people who don't want it. I know, it's my fault, it's my fault to push myself to people who won't accept me anyway. But that's life, you can't have all that there is. Its just me and my life. Terrible? Not yet.
Saturday, January 24, 2015
Thursday, January 22, 2015
In parallel
In Parallel
Maybe it's just me
and my overwhelming hopes
That never entered your mind
That never captured your soul
I tried to solved the pattern
And now I get the answer
We're jst two ordinary people-
Forever in parallel line.
Thursday, January 1, 2015
A New Fresh Year
Happy New Year!!
So today was a blast. I really thank God for everything. I have been blessed for all my life.
Resolutions:
1. Totally Forget Lim
2. No more Kpop
3. Always Pray
4. Always be Optimistic
5. God First
6-10. New shoes and dresses.
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