New house, new people

Hey there! Im back for a very long time.

What happened? My phone spoilt! It was waterproof but wasnt able to prove itself. Its a long story and Im not reay to tell the world about it, coz i havent moved on yet. I HAVEN'T FULLY PAID FOR IT , that's why.

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So, I transferred to a new house. I am now staying at my friend's house. Its a pretty nice house and its color yellow, I will show some photos below this post.

Im staying with Bratz and Ton and they seems to be very nice. Bratz really treat me as a close family member, sometimes I call her mom because she is super caring. Ton also nice, I treat him as my younger bro although he is older than me for just 7 months. He has an attitude resemblance with my bro that's why.

Earlier Ton helped me do my laundry, cook and cut my nails, haha. I told him we are like just playing, he said it like for real that we are like living together. But I just really treat him as a bro, and Im happy about it.

2 monthw ane Im going home. Some things are trying to stop mw but my heart doesnt belong here, I know. I CAN FEEL IT.

So heres some photos of us in our Yellow House.

New house

No phone for me. It was damaged.

Okay. So I transfer house. Im with my friend, Bratz. My new house is nice and safe and clean and not to hot.

Omg. Im really lazy :(

Emo much, just nothing much

I wonder how come he loved me but never fight for me. Am i not worthed fighting for?

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Its really sad to know that I degrade myself too much. Everytime I look in the mirror, theres just one word that I can describe myself, UGLY. God will be sad I know but thats what I see, thats what people see.

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This Sunday my crush at church was singing in the stage and I looked at him and I asked God why He didnt gave him to me. God has reasons. But im just wondering. I know him for a year or so but we havent talked that much. I feel sad about it. He seems to be a really nice Godfearing person.

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I feel sad coz Kuya and I nvr messaged that much now. It hurts honestly and I dont know why. I can accept the fact that I will be just a younger sister for him.

Sunday's Hotness

Hey yow! Today again was tiring because I went to my friend's house again. Im actually planning to stay there till I go home at my hometown. But lets just see what will happen.

After church we went to eat, we used my new umbrella which I havent paid yet. Then it was accidentally broken. So we roam around the place to see if where we can be able to repair it. It was so freaking hot man! Super hot I wanna die already. Then after that we eat lunch at Jollibee go and find her aunty then went to mall.

HOT HOT HOT. I so wanna die. Sweat all over. Just so Hot.

I dunno what I really feel for someone. I really like him but sadly he just really treat me as a sister. Aiyoo. It hurts. :'(

Photos of me this day.