Two Decades and a Year

Hello world! Yes its official.... im oldish. I am now a 21 yr old human. 

I am so happy this day because my high school friends came to my house. We eat shabu shabu style dishes. Goshes. How I miss eating shrimps!! my love! 

So this day Im thankful. I thank mom and dad for the financial waste and mom for all the efforts. How blessed I am. Although, I dont have time for everyone, especially my friends in Laguna, but I really love all of them.

Im gonna change my blog background again. I guess im gonna use PINK. 

Thanks to Kuya for greeting me at exactly 12, 

New Life Changes

Guess what?

Im back to my hometown, for good. I will be pursuing my engineering degree. But before that, I struggled a day, oh well just a day only.

I thought I wont miss them, my coworkers, but then I cried...a lot. I dunno wjy, they just mean so much to me because they makes me haooy eery.single.day. do you how that feels? Losing people that meant to you . But this is life, im still thankful though.

Then, I dunno know but I missed Alex this past few days, and guess what? He messaged me on the 17th. I was shocked. I dont want to reply coz I dunno what to say. But then Bratz told me to just messaged him, so I did and it was fine. But then now, we dont message anymore but we are friend on Fb, I guess I still love him, nothing changed. I badly want to talk to him, but I have no right. He is not mine anymore.

But soon enough, I need to focused on my studies, I guess being in a relationship wont helped. so I decided to cut my communications to people who I guess is a threat to my overthinking stupid mind.

Few days and its gonna be my 21st bday, let see what happens, well nohing much exciing, but I guess I just need to refresh my self to God. I need to focus in Jesus,