Hello to myself! To myself alone coz for sure no one is interested in reading my too emotional posts.
Okay, Im at my place and alone in my room. My circle of friends went to the mall. I didnt go with them because I have to save my money, I need to give mom of course. But too lazy to go out because its raining. I havent done my laundry yet, and loads of dresses to be washed. I wonder when will I have time for it because Im always tired, like always.
I woke up late today, well now I understand why some people doesnt go to church anymore. Im super sleepy and my body is soooo painful. But I cant skip church, no way! I cant be absent at church, especially I can just go to church during sundays. My spirit will weaken, I need to be refreshed and also to seek God.
Went to church.... meet two new friends. They are pretty nice. We went to mall after church. They bought some skirts and I didnt. Of course, as I mentioned, I am saving money.
So I was surfing the net, and FYI, im a stalker. Not by following people anywhere , but simply internet stalking. I stalk some blogs of some people I know, but they dont know me. So yeah, stalking.. im kinda good at it. (boasting!) I have known how depressed they are with their lives. I feel bad because they are also christian and they are teens and they talk about their church and how they are not in good terms with their long time friends. (i can relate with this). sometimes they say in their blogs that they want to end their lives and all. Yes, "they" , two girls which is tired of their lives. They feel left out and all.
Tomorrow is a better day because God gives me another chance to live, move on, smile and praise Him.
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