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Okay, to make the story short, ive checked his FB again, like how would that be possible? I blocked him already. Well, if theres a will, theres a way. lol. So I checked it, and I saw his posts, he was really happy, im happy to know that his happy, im really am. hmm,...
But.. Sametime im hurt to know that he is moving on, that for sure he never thinks about me, he dont care about me at all , that he fukly recovered. It sucks u know, seeing him happy without you, it makes your life a bit worthless, useless, a trash. I hope I could have done something.. regrets again. Gosh!
What hurts the most is when he said that "God will give me the right one". I thought he was the right one for me, but knowing that im not the right one for him, deeply hurt, its just that I feel like he said that to my face. well, its not his fault anyway coz im the one stalking him. lol. but yeah, its sad... its tragic. Im very sad to know Im not the right one.
They say thay you can find a much better guy.I wonder how better would that guy be if Lim gave me the best. Lol. I dunno, i just dont feel like finding a new guy again, Im scared.
The last time i was brokenhearted is in my junior high years. It took me 2 freaking years to moved on, thanks to that guy on the other section who became my instant crush. so it only took 2 years. haha. but now, i dont want another guy to be the reason that i will move on, i want myself to learn how, for now honestly, i dont know how, im stucked. But it takes time, maybe sooner I will learn or maybe I would just continue loving him, maybe that what will make me happy although sadly he wont loved me back.
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