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Friday, February 23, 2018
THESIS APPROVED
After the sleepless nights, the change of priority, the group misunderstandings, the financial struggle, and the lack of project knowledge our thesis was approved!!!! We were dumped twice as I have mentioned before, and it's all blurry in our part because we are the first one to do the experimental study. We were named as the worst group because of our thesis. We lack in all aspects of engineering methods and techniques.
But of course, we never gave up. We tried series of testing, 100 trials to be exact and tried a lot of statistical analysis just to finish our thesis. We never expect that it would be that easy for us to be approved. But with God nothing shall be impossible.
WE MADE IT! I AM GOING TO GRADUATE!!!!! YESSSSS!!!!!!
Tuesday, December 19, 2017
Mixnine Baby !
Its been a long time. Hello Blog!
Today I am going to talk about Mixnine. Its a Kpop competition. You can search it for further infos.
So of course I have my biases. Only 9 girls and 9 boys will left after some challenges. I badly want the boys to win and debut.
Here is my top 9 (boys) respectively.
1. Han Gyeom (Staro)
2. Hyojin (WM)
3. Byeong Kwan (Beat Interactive)
4. Seung Jun (WM)
5. Hyun Seok (YG)
7. Seungjun ( KNK)
8. Jaejun (Banana Culture)
9. Tae Woo (Million Market)
Others:
Narachan (FM)
Sehoon (Beat Interactive)
Sangwon (Staro)
Hyunsoo (Happy Face)
Jiyoung (Happy Face)
Wednesday, September 6, 2017
34th Anniv
So our 34th church anniv happened last sunday (082717) . It was a success! I am sooo happy. After all those bad dreamS that I had before about the anniv, well not now SATAN!
Im going to post some pic here. Everyone loved our outifts that day. I am looking forward for the next uniform we will have.
PS. 090117, we attended a concert and Ray was also there, we were backstage when their church present a song, and I was just staring at him while he was playing the bass guitar and singing.. and i was like "God, He's the one." Hahaha. We never talked that night, but I am so overjoyed.
Monday, July 10, 2017
Koo Junhoe, Saranghe
If you read my past posts, I have mentioned Taeyang a lot of times because I was into him since 2008 till 2013? but what I felt for this dongsaeng is much much intense than oppa. Hahahaha ... He is like 4 years younger than me, I am soooo old, I feel like an ahjumma rather than a noona.
Everytime I hear Junhoe sings, my tears fell because I am so amazed by his voice. My heart is melting I could die. I CHANGED MY PHONE WALLPAPER, and you know this is getting serious. Help!!!!
Saturday, July 1, 2017
I have nothing to post
I dunno what to say, i dunno what to do.. la la la. its a song. hahahaha.
okay so really i have nothing to say. i just want my blog to be updated. life goes on. i thank God for that.
Still no title thesis. but hopefully we'll come out with the best. love love love.
Thursday, June 15, 2017
Last Year in Uni
Yow! School starts oredi and I am trying to accept the fact that I need to wake up early and go home late. We are also preparing for our thesis and we need to present a title tomorrow and my group doesnt have anything yet. As always... hahahaha
My tooth is aching so much that it connects to my head. Have you felt this way before too? or just me... it is soooo painful I wanna cry plus I have a very low pain tolerance. I cannot.
I dont really have anything to share.... or not yet. hahahha
Thursday, June 1, 2017
End of Summer + Realization
Hello there again! Its been so long that I updated my blog. I wasnt really that busy, I just dont have a phone but thanks to my dad, he got me a Z3. Love Love !
I wanted to explain all the places I went to but I realized there are so many and I am lazy ... But all in all I am really happy coz I never thought I would go to those places. God is good.
Realization? Yes, I attended a camp last time and I had sooo many learnings and realization about my relationship with God . It was the best camp for me because I was able to get closer to God. Aso, I met someone, But nothing much for now.
Also, this day I have known the truth about my ex. Yes we had a communication for like a week, just a friendly cono.But still through this pain I become a better person, a person who will trust God in all ways. ...
Thank you Jesus for letting me realize all of these things. I love you, my superhero.
Saturday, April 8, 2017
Summer break is Real!
So whats with the title? I have been studying in my uni for 5 years now, and I never had a summer break because of all the internship and summer classes. But guess what? I HAVE A SUMMER BREAK NOW!! Yes! I am free like a bird, and bored as a panda.
I will rot in my home for 2 months. I dont now what to do! My friends wanted to go to Sipalay and there's still no news about it. Just expect the worse I guess. I have no plans this summer. I have no money. I have nothing to do.
Is summer fun? NO! It's just a lazy boring 60 days of rot inside my crib, except or those very few events I will be attending.
PLUS, the youth camp will be in Iloilo, and this will be the last time ever (i am exaggerating) that I will see Ray my loves. Haha, He will be studying in Manila for 2 years, and who knows what will God's plan for him.
Pictures are taken during our Project Site Planning. Hahahahahha.. As if.
Wednesday, March 8, 2017
Writings 03
All these memories flashed
Since the day you left
Over and over, the pain I felt
Never did I forget, once we had our history.
You taught me how to love,
when I failed to do so.
You taught me how to smile,
when I forgotten how to.
But you never taught me to be strong,
when you left me and go.
Writings 02
"Then please just hate me and stay,"she replied.
"I am lucky to have you," she said.
"Well, I am not lucky to have you," he replied.
I am blessed, because for sure I know, that God gave me you."
Writings 01
Of course I will be fine, as long as I won't be seeing him with someone, I will be fine, I will be okay.
Just as much as we want the sun, it would never stay. Just as the wave comes to the seashore, it will go back to the sea. But the sun came back, the waves came back, but you didnt.
We were so happy ..... in a picture ....taken a year ago.
She had a hard time finding her true self, she didnt realized she lost him.
How can you pick up all the pieces, when you keep breaking it?
If only you cared more and I cared less, maybe it worked out.
I went to the place where we used to go, and I never thought it would be the loneliest place I have ever been.
A "goodbye" instead of a "Hi" is possibly one of the most painful words to hear
Saturday, February 25, 2017
Stuffs I wanna buy!
I am totally inlove with this akirt. Lets just say it was love at first sight. The color and the designs are just so attractive. I wanted it the first time I saw it. It was a Valentine gift for myself. Hahhah
I also bought a shoes. But I bought a khaki colored shoes and my sis bought the black one. I like it very much, also it was cheaper online so I took the chance to buy it and cant wait to wear it.
Tuesday, February 21, 2017
I failed myself
Today I have learned that I have no chance with Ray. Yes his name is Ray. Hahahaha. But stoll I will continue to admire and will support him in his ministry. I am just happy that I found him and became my inspiration.
Friday, January 27, 2017
Questions Questions About Me
1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
A word from a bible.
2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
Last night, no worries, just mood swings. Haha
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Nobody likes it.
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Ham.
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
In the future hopefully.
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Yes, Im okay I guess. I can trust me.
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT?
Yes, that sometimes it offends my friends.
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
Yes, Its still in the right place.
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
Im afraid of heights but I would loved to!
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
Coco Crunch
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
Some.
12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?
Yes, I should be
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
Chocolate.
14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
Their clothes. hehe
15. RED OR PINK?
Pink
16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
Being too pessimistic, but not this time.
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
My best friend!
18. WHAT IS THE PAUL MCKENNA TECHNIQUE THAT YOU NEED TO WORK ON THE MOST?
Don’t know who that is… so will answer alternate question
19. WHAT COLOR SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
Black. School shoes.
20. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
I only drink coffee.
21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
TS- You belong with me
22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
Brown. Use me when you need me. hahahah
23. FAVORITE SMELLS?
my perfume
24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Nobody. No one wants to call me :(
25. MOUNTAIN HIDEAWAY OR BEACH HOUSE?
Neither
26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
Wrestling. Hahah
27. HAIR COLOR?
Black baby
28. EYE COLOR?
dark brown maybe
29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
sometimes I do
30. FAVORITE FOOD?
Spicy foods
31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
Scary movies, im not bitter. hahaha
32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Harry Potter
33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
Gray
34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
How I wish we have winter here
35. HUGS OR KISSES?
Hugs
36. FAVORITE DESSERT?
Chocolate cake
37. STRENGTH TRAINING OR CARDIO?
Both
38. COMPUTER OR TELEVISION?
Computer
39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
oont have hahaha
40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
Stuffs
42. FAVORITE SOUND?
Touch love- Yoon Mirae
43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
Neither
44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
Singapore.
45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
I can identify colors just by looking at them
46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
Earth
47. WHERE ARE YOU LIVING NOW?
Earth
48. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR HOUSE?
Orange and blue hahahah
49. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR CAR?
Blue and black
50. DO YOU LIKE ANSWERING 50 QUESTIONS?
Yes!!!!
Tuesday, January 24, 2017
HELLO 2017!!
So this is my first ever post for this year. Why? This is the only time I have the courage to do so.
Let's just say that part of me wasn't ready to accept the fact that I am hurting and not recovering from what 2016 has done to me. I wanted to be strong coz hey its new year, should be joining the new year, new me trend. Hahaha
Okay, so my last post was about my ex right? So lets just clear it and finalized it whatsoever. Yes, he moved on and already have a new gf that fast. But who knows, he had her when we were still together maybe? Wink wink. So when I found out, I was hurt and took days to accept it. But of course, I prayed to God and thank Him coz he has given the comfort and the wisdom I needed to accept this tragic reality. So I hope this will be the last time I will ever mention him. God bless and Goodbye!
TYJ, yeap this guy also. Confirmed that he has a girlfriend and happily living the life he deserves. But yes I am still bitter that he lied to me. I trusted him with everything but then he did this to me. But I have no reasons to be angry coz in the first place, THERE IS NO COMMITMENT. So yeah. Goodbye TYJ!
For all the wrongdoings, mistakes I have done in the past, lemme say this, " I might intentionally or not intended to do so but I have done something that make God unhappy and I am willing to change for the sake of a better future and a better relationship with God. I might not change what had been done but I believe that acceptance is the key." I thank God for 2016, I lose people that I thought would stay in my life, but they all gave me reasons to be contented to what I have now. Pastor, Jason and TYJ, thank you for being part of my past. Thank you so much.
I can now confidently say that I am free from the things that keeps me apart in serving God. Thank you Jesus! I am more than blessed.
Saturday, October 8, 2016
Trip (Negros Edition)
This isnt for real okay, but I am just thinking about the possibilities that he might visit here in Phil so I will intro some good tourist spots. Places I wanna go too as well.
The Ruins
So ive been there a lot of times but I like the vintage feels of the place and surprisingly, its just in my hometown so it ill be easy to travel.
Mag-aso Falls
Ugh, I badly wanted to go there. I saw some photos of my ex coz he had been there and the water is just magnificent. Ugh, I hope i can go there tho it will take around 3 hours from my hometown.
Lakawon Island
It is the Boracay of Negros. Gosh, I have been there way back 10 years ago when it wasnt expensive and all. But now its kinda expensive but I think its worthed the ambiance and the fun.
Bantug Lake
A simple and quiet place where is far from the urban places. Horse backriding is the most popular activity here.
Monday, July 18, 2016
40 Questions about Me
1. What’s your philosophy in life?
* Don't trust anyone, I mean anyone even you're blood related.
2. What’s the one thing you would like to change about yourself?
* Being pessimistic as always.
3. Are you religious or spiritual?
* Religious is just believing, but spiritual is believing and doing. I am spiritual.
4. Do you consider yourself an introvert or an extrovert?
* Half half.
5. Which parent are you closer to and why?
* Always there, literally. Haha
6. What was the best phase in your life?
* I think excelling in academics way back 10 years ago.
7. What was the worst phase in your life?
* None. Hope it wont happen ever.
8. Is what you’re doing now what you always wanted to do growing up?
* No, I dont have dreams and goals. Haha
9. What makes you feel accomplished?
* Passing my academics. Aisht. Pls Lord.
10. What’s your favorite book/movie of all time and why did it speak to you so much?
* Drama? Master's Sun!!!
11. What is a relationship deal breaker for you?
* What is that?
12. Are you more into looks or brains?
* Brains are attractive. TYJ for example.
13. Would you ever take back someone who cheated?
* No, never!
14. How do you feel about sharing your password with your partner?
* Its ok for me really. But I dont know about him.
15. When do you think a person is ready for marriage?
* Big salary.
16. What kind of parent do you think you will be?
* I havent thought about it. For sure a lazy one. Haha
17. What would you do if your parents didn’t like your partner?
* They don't like my bf that much. So I dont talk about him,and they dont ask about him also. Haha
18. Who is that one person you can talk to about just anything?
* My bf
19. Do you usually stay friends with your exes?
* I am trying to, depends on the situation perhaps. But I am friend with Lim.
20. Have you ever lost someone close to you?
* Yes this year. Pastor
21. If you are in a bad mood, do you prefer to be left alone or have someone to cheer you up?
* Left alone mostly.
22. What’s an ideal weekend for you?
* At home with a cold weather. Im goin to sleep. Haha
23. What do you think of best friends of the opposite sex?
* I have a guy best friend.
24. Do you judge a book by its cover?
* Humas as we are, yes I do.
25. Are you confrontational?
* Nope, Im not. I dont want to be confronted too.
26. When was the last time you broke someone’s heart?
* If my bf really loves, him always hahaa
27. Would you relocate for love?
* Depends on the place hahah
28. Did you ever write a journal?
* yessss
29. What are you most thankful for?
* God's continuous grace
30. Do you believe in second chances?
* third, fourth, fifth
31. What’s the one thing that people always misunderstand about you?
* Being sarcastic
32. What is your idea of a perfect vacation?
* perfect view, perfect outfit.
33. What did your past relationship teach you?
* Be selfish. Love yourself first.
34. What are your thoughts on online dating or tinder?
* Been there, done that
35. What’s on your bucket list this year?
* Pass the school year
36. When have you felt your biggest adrenaline rush?
* I cant think of any
37. What is the craziest thing you’ve ever done and would you do it again?
* Yes, Hhahaha.. Secret.
38. If a genie granted you 3 wishes right now, what would you wish for?
* God first, graduate on time, find true love
39. What’s your biggest regret in life?
* dont have
40. What do you think about when you’re by yourself?
* Should I just start working? Hhaha
Wednesday, December 16, 2015
Second Chances of friendship
So hello there again. Im lazy to intro so here we go...
Last time Brien and I fought bcoz I didnt told him about my boyfie. He rant all over facebook showing how angry he was but then we worked things out.
Today I went out with my best friend Abrien and close friend Jenny. Ive mentioned them here before. So brien treated us dinner at Jollibee and Calea. It was a fun tiring day. We talked about our high school life and they keep asking about my relationship. OH well.
On the other hand, boyfie keeps messaging me about what Im doing. He told me he is jealous with Brien but like seriously, its no big deal. But I miss boyfie coz its been 2 weeks I havent seen him. I miss him so muchy.
Thursday, November 26, 2015
New Goal: Just Travel
Isn't it exciting? Isn't it amazing?
I saw one of my friends' FB account, and she was like having fun travelling the world. I want that too.
Oh gosh. I badly want to travel the world if possible. I need to have a big salary if ever I work in the future. I guess It will be possible only if I work abroad. Maybe I'll stay in Singapore if God's will. Though boyfie really doesn't want me to go out of this country, but oh well. Let see ba.
Places I want to go: Local and international
Lakawon
Sipalay
Palawan
Benguet
Tagaytay
Baguio
Boracay
Cebu
Davao
Malaysia
Hong Kong
Japan
Korea
Thailand
Paris
New York
Do dreams come true? Perhaps.
Thursday, August 27, 2015
Thank You!
Though it didn't worked out, Im still really happy to know you. You give me perspective in life, you taught me to be mature in facing every situation. It's sad that our story ended, and you're just another lesson for me, but I'll cherish everything. I'll always remember you as a Kuya who treated me as a younger sister.
Im also sorry for falling for you which I didn't planned in the first place. I know that it's my fault we're not talking anymore. Sorry for that. But while im recovering from all of these, I am wishing you all the success. I may not be there for u, but you will be always a part of me growing up, as a 20s person. Haha. Thank You very much!