Change of heart

Jan 28 2015

I was messaging with him and suddenly Ex messaged me. So usually I will feel nervous and expect some rekindling. But then, it was the first time that it was fine for me to messaged ex. Like a normal feeling, like no feeling at all.


So maybe yes, I was inloved with this another guy that sadly will never love me. But the pain I can still handle and I dunno why.


Moved on to another guy but hurt to this new one. I'm not really sure if what I'm doing. I always fail in love. The people I loved , leave me always.


Maybe also I don't know how to handle, coz I give everything for that person and I'm left with none. But I didn't care as long as he will be happy. This aint right. But.... its just me.


He is online, I am looking at his name. Hoping for a message. Hoping he will miss me. But maybe he won't coz I'm just nobody for him.



Feelings..  why are u so wrong? I'm hurt again. Silly me. Silly feeling.

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