I dont know u if u will be able to read this, but i just really hope so.
I know at this time, u are still angry at me. You may think that I dont love you. That Im just playing with your feelings. But its all wrong. Iloveyouverymuch and it really hurts me to do this, not to talk to u anymore and also because we silently end this.
You know why I did this? It's for your happiness. You may think that Im stupid and lame saying this. But when I was far away from you, everyday and everynight i will just keep thinking about you and I was wondering how many times I've hurt you, i feel bad about it. You said that wounds will heal and it just take time, but I know that ur wounds will never heal as long as ur with me, because of all my stupidity. but i know that without me, i know maybe u are hurt right now, but soon enough the wounds will heal.
You know palangga ta ka katama and all I want is for you to be happy and I know its much better without me. Trust me, someday you will move on, continue with ur career and will be able to find that girl that you will marry. :'(
As for me, im trying to move on, well this is quite impossible but i will try coz this is the only way i can go on. Although it really sucks to go on with my life without you, but i will and I can. And i still believe that maybe someday we will still going to be friends, just maybe... And dont worry I will continue to pray for u and ur career.
Thank you for everything, for all the time we spent together, for the understanding and the care, for all the sleepless nights, for all the songs that you made, for all the advices you've given me, for all the prayers, and most especially for loving me. I am really happy and blessed to know someone like you. This is sad to say but Iloveyou, Goodbye.
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