So close yet so far

I am now in Spore, with the doubts of the future. I don't know what Im doin here. Job? Holiday? Its hard choice. But if you would ask me , I wanna go home.


So im here now, the place where he lives. Before it was thousands miles away, but here, just one call, I can see him. But that's the case, I guess we can't see each other.

I don't want to see him. What for? Friendship? Closure? I dont get the point of seeing an ex. But im thinking its a chance. But . . I rather not.


I just need to enjoy the time im here, try not to think of all the things that is happening.

In this time, I think Im strong. I can handle things without the help of others. Im proud of myself. Thank God for this courage.

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