I hate myself

I hate myself. I thought I can forget him if im busy at work, but still cannot.

Why do I still hope when I know that there's no chance at all. Someone told me I can find a much better guy, but I just want him, I desperately want him only. :'(

Tomorrow is the day when we first talked. I never thought that exactly a year, It would turn out this way. I feel bad for the both of us.

I dont know what to do. Im tired. Im super tired. Lord, please help me coz I cant take the pain anymore. I just cant. :'(

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