50th post- Maybe.. Someday.

It's my 50th post! Yeheey! Like somebody cares.

When u've got nothing to do, u are bored, when ur bored ur thinking. So im just thinking about anything and I end up thinking  about my boyfriend. (oh well i always think about him, not a surprise)

I just miss those times that we msg and call till early morning. Now, we can hardly talk for 30 minutes. Before even he is very tired he would have a lot of time chatting with me. But im trying to understand, im very eager to understand him. I know im not his priority anymore thats why I dont want to disturb him especially with his work and all.

Yes, it hurts a lot that everything changes already. Maybe im just like this coz i dont want to lose him again, i dont want anymore :'( i hope he will know that he is my everything, and his the only one i love. And that maybe.... Maybe someday we could be what we are before.

I just love him so much :'(

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