Lord please help me.

Morning class was hilarious. Coz in our reporting, one of the members of every group must have a talent. Teacher said that every minute that they wont give a talent, deduct 1 point to their score. They havent given any talent for about 4 minutes, so deduct 4 points to their score. Then everyone was shouting, " talent! Talent! Talent! ". Then the first reporter burst out crying. My classmates (including me) were jst laughing still. Why do she need to cry when she can just tell the teacher to give them another chance. Oh well, sir gave them another chance. I wasnt able to catch up with the lesson becoz im absent-minded, i really tried to listen, but my mind is not concentrating. Yes, something is bothering me.

I went home late, i was about to go home early, but i just cant go home. I will feel really bad if i go home. I would just cry and cry and cry. So i decided to stay longer. Then when i was walking along the corridor, ive seen my high school teacher and school paper adviser, she was a really nice teacher. She showed me her two lil cute children, she is really a proud mom. I am really happy for her. I told her that we will go home together but Jenny told me that I should wait for her, so i just accompany my teacher to the main gate of the school. Went back to the room. While my classmates are doin project, im trying to fix my relationship.


Im so stress now, its been a hard day for me. But its funny why im saying this when in the first place its also my fault. But whatever happens, i will accept it. I love him so much. He is the best thing that happened to me.


I think im gonna vomit! what did jst mom gave me?! taste like i dont know, she say an herbal something. Man, need to drink it always. Medical exam is coming and im scared still.


Lord please help me :'(


Photos: My classmates doing the Project.